Saturday, 20 September 2014

Meet Yourself

Sometimes u dont need friends
Sometimes u dont need relatives
Sometimes u dont need source to connect to anyone
Sometimes what u need is just u urself

Quite often i have found myself accompanied with my one or the other friend,so till then i have never met myself.
And i never knew i would have a glimpse of myself.
Well then why not to just write it down.
Never thought i would be going pune to give an exam fro which i am not at all confident about
( well thats me always under confident).
And as the journey begined i was totally unaware about the beauty of nature i was about to enjoy.
A small bag , My sweetheart ( Thats What i call "My Laptop" ) and me. we 3 all together in a sleeping berth wandering while staring outside the window, what we 3 will do in the whole journey.
Mean while as usual an unusual idea came to me to practice some of the sums.
Believe me i did tried that but could not succeed in doing so.
The thing that surprised me was the change of view, the moment i closed my eyes there were flat regions and cactus everywhere and the same time when i opened there were big mountains all around with streams of water flowing from the top of the mountain  to the end of the road. I related the scenario with my life which is going the same way like the road which i saw when i closed my eyes.
But i somehow believe mother nature will fill the same beautiful colours in my life as i saw when i opened my eyes.
Its Said "Nothing is Permanent "
Truly said but everything has an exception and there exist for the above fact too.
U might lose ur home , ur friends , ur name , ur fame , ur glory everything as nothing is permanent
but one person who is always with you is your self.
I was like a american in village when i reached the destination, where to go , where i am totally blanck somehow managed to reach my friend place.
If i keep my exams aside one thing i saw or say experienced was that i stand no where among st those people, Brilliant, Intelligent i dont find more adjectives for them.
Well this feeling is with me since long time.
This Feeling keeps moving around my mind all the time and the feeling is obvious as the time is not on my side.
You here from people Be positive Something good will happen. Agreed!!
But Its easy to say and extremly hard to be.
Thousands of such thoughts and music in my ears
Thats When i met myself ',
Thats When i tried to motivate myself,
Thats when i felt that its only you yourself who is with u all the time,
Thats When i felt no one can cheer you the way you cheer yourself ,
Nothing is as good as finding your weakness by yourself ,
I Always try to do the same, the result is always a failure but that does not mean i cant
But It means One Day I Definitely Will.


If I could summarize what i want to convey is
Learn ,Explore ,Travel
Cry ,Smile ,Laugh
Meet yourself and you will meet the world