I wish

There are always certain things or pictures you see or listen will affect your state of mind, the things that will inject your mind with the series of thoughts and you will wander  why can't you do something? why are so help less ? and you just badly wish that "Kash kash main kuch kar sakta "

On my way to office, i saw many people struggling for the basic needs of life more then you and the other people who are reading this, i don't like posting on face book or updating a what's app status saying feeling sad, neither am i posting the link of this blog anywhere.

These few lines i would like to write this post to express what i felt :


Inn pyari si galliyon se chal raha tha main...
Kuch an kahi wo khwahise jata raha tha main...
Kash behte unn ansuyo ko muskrahat me badal sakta...
Khali pade unn bartano ko anaj ki boriyo se bhar sakta...
Kash mere bachpan ke kuch lamhe unn bacho main baat sakta...
Unke maa-baap ki ankho main wo ronak main jaga sakta...
Kash kuch gyan iss sansar ka unn logo ko sikha sakta...
Unke dukho ko mitna ka rasta unhe dekha sakta....

Majboori aur lachari ki bediyo main bandha hoon..
Kash meri kalam se unme umeed ki roshni jaga sakta....

Iss kore pade kagaz me thode se sabd aur likh du...

Inn sabd main huvi thodi si sikh main aur bhar du..

Zindgi se aaj unko thoda sa rub a ruh aur kar du...

Unki soch main sabd se wo rang main aur bhar du...

Unn rango se thoda sa andhera aur door kar du..

Uss kothri main thoda sa andhera aur bhar lu..

Uss taale ki.chabi ko main choomantar kar du...

Iss tarah uss andhre main thoda ujala main aur bhar du...

Main likh kar unke gaane thodi si dua aur le lu...

Kehne ko main chota hu, iss chote se mooh se ek badi baat aur keh du...

Ye sabd toh toh bas ek zariya he, socha apne dil ki baat kuch iss tarah main keh du...

Sab ke dil ko chukar, ek choti si muskaan aur le lu...

The Fact

Aaj ka din kal ek yaad kehlayega..
Bethkar tu phir iss aaj ko bulayega..
Jee le iss pal me chupi khushi ko...
Bit ta ye pal kabhi laut ke na ayega...
Ye waqt bhi bewafa he, aaj he jo tera wo kal kisi aur ka kehlyaga...
Sach he wo maan le, koi apna bhi hoga jo tujhe bhul jayega...
Samne bhi hokar wo, ajnabee sa ban jayega...
Toh ajnabee main se koi, tera apna ban jayega...
Yahi kehta he aaj ka waqt jo kal yaad sa kehlayega...

Random Words

Nazro se nazre milye koi betha tha..
Kehne ko wo kuch thera tha...
Kuch baat uss batani thi..
Jo sab ko mujhe sunani thi...

Teri chamak hogi iss raat se...
Inn sitaro ki mulaqat se...
Kuch kisse tujhe sunata hu..
Ye raaz main tujhe batata hu...

Tu kal abse se fikar na kar..
Uss darr ka kisi se zikar na kar...
Jo karta he wo karta ja...
Dhire se aage badhta ja...

Ye jo sapno ki udaan he...
Ye jung ka ek maidan he...
Tu dhanush utha aur karam kar...
Iss duniya ki tu sharam na kar...

Wo nayi subah fir aayegi..
Ye lafz mere suna jayegi..
Tere aaj ke unn sawalo ke
Jawab tujhe samja jayegi...

Main nazre milye tujse betha hu..
Pyar se tumhe kehta hu...
Likhe jo tumne aaj he..
Wo meri hi awaz he..
Ab sone ki tyari kar..
Kuch sapno se yaari kar..
Jab yaad aaye ye ankhe kholna...
Jo maan main aye firse wo bolna...

8th Floor

There are certain levels we come across before we achieve the dream or the aim we desire of, I am not saying this because i achieved something today but i noticed something today.

Today i was late not because of the usual traffic problems but because i ignored the alarm thinking of a call from customer care people and you never get a lift on the ground floor when you don't reach on time, "Lets take the stairs " that's what i said convincing myself to walk or rather say climb to the 8th floor, 

But on my way from the ground floor to the 8th floor i found out this is what happens in every journey to the destination, when i took the first step towards the first floor, my thoughts were like "only 8 floors will reach in a sec", that's what happens when you dream of something, your thoughts will be the same "I ll first do this and that, and Bang i ll achieve this" , 

And then you find out it's not as simple as you were thinking like it happened to me when i reached the first floor i said "Still 7 floors to go i should have waited for the lift why don't i take it from here", you lose confidence at the initial phase, you think of taking the other way, you regret being walking this path 

But the next step change your thoughts likewise i reached the second floor having some mixed thoughts "6 floors more and i will be there, but if i take a lift from here " "For lift i need to wait for 5 more minutes and i can reach in sometime" Similarly when you achieve a little step towards your dream, you sense a small flame of confidence igniting within you.

Third floor and the universal quality of everyone "Laziness" struck me saying "Enough man you can take a lift from here", when you achieve a little step you started feeling like this much is enough from the bottom at least i reached till here what else i need, but you need to go beyond this thoughts to reach the point you desire for, and to reach that 8th floor i need to go the 4th floor skipping my thoughts of waiting for lift.

Most confusing phase will be the mid-way when you reach at the point where one right step and you will be more close to that dream and one wrong step you will be lost in the path, that's what happened on fourth floor if i take a lift from 4th floor it will stop at 5th, 6th and 7th all the floors which means i will be more late i need to keep moving ahead and go to the 5th floor.

When you take one step ahead from the point you are standing on the mid-way it is actually your first step towards the dream or the aim you desire the flame within you rises, each step taken will be the motivation for the next step to be taken.

5th floor showed the sign board of 6th, 6th showed me the 7th and 7th straight way lead me to the 8th

I saw towards the display on the lift it showed ground floor, I reverse back my 10 minutes and thought if i wouldn't have taken the first step at that time i would still be at the bottom waiting for that life to take me here.

There are no such lift's in life you just need to keep walking your path having patience, building the strength and one day you will be on that 8th floor saying yourself with the sense of achievement 

"I did it"

 

Happy Independence Day :)

Dekho ye subah aa gayi..
Azadi ke geet gun guna gayi...
Mere maan ke uss kone main wo kuch baatein wo suna gayi...

Apne maan se tu azad he...
Chupa tujhe main ek fulad he...
Chood de tu darr ke jeena
Tu iss bharat maa ki aulad he...

Bandhi huvi inn zanjeero ko taud de...
Yu vyarth hi neerash hone chood de..
Fella de apne baahe aaj khul ke tu bol de....

Iss maan se main azad hu...
Uss darr se main azad hu...
Vartman main jee raha hu...
Uss kal se main azad hu...
Na rok sakega koi, 
Na tauk sakega koi,
Yeh vishwas he mera, 
Aaj un sab se main azad hu...

The Way I saw

"God" i said to myself when i realized i was standing since last half an hour waiting for a rickshaw to drop at my place, but believe me when it's raining in ahmedabad convincing a rickshaw is as difficult as convincing a girl that she was wrong and going through this not so interesting things my eyes fell on a kid, though the vision was quite blurred due to rains but the lights of the vehicles behind me acknowledged me that he is running in the puddle of water splashing the chocolaty water all over.
I was wondering why would the kid be in so hurry, why is he running but before i ask more questions to myself, he answered all of them by taking out a paper boat from his pocket and making it float through the flow of water, smiling with his achievement. Before i could have a more glance of his moments, a rickshaw came in front of me shouting "Shyamal!!", and you can't say no in this season, specially to a rickshaw wala in ahmedabad. and before i adjust myself in the not so comfortable ride to my place, three students hushed in laughing and making fun of each other, "I told it will be holiday in tution today" said the guy sitting in the corner tapping the shoulder of the guy beside him. "I know buddy but we would not have so much fun if you haven't listened to me" he replied giving a high-five to both of his friends and talking about their adventures of the day, I kept on listening like a wall with ears but somebody knocked this wall, ( i mean i just reached my place ). And the rain welcomed me with its shower as soon i step ahead on the lane to my place. " So disgusting atmosphere", the words sounded crystal clear in spite of the noisy surroundings but before  i could check who is it, i saw a man wearing a formals coming from his office, asking me "Isn't it?" he asked looking at me, "Ya?!?!" but before i can say something more, he started again " This rain always target the office going people, i wore this new shirt today and it just spoiled it, I just hate this rain ", "It happens" i said and ran inside my place to save myself from this angry young man.

But observing all the things on my way back from office, i just realized how the way of looking at the scenario changes through the phase of life,

We enjoy the rain just with a paper boat when we are children, Friends are always mandatory to go out in rain when we grow up and finally when we are mature enough to feel and enjoy this amazing beauty of rain we start hating it.

Well it's person perspective to look at the world but today i got fortunate to look at the rain through the eyes of three different people.

And I guess that's how everything goes "The Way you see"