Majboor ho gaye

Intezar tha Jin lafzo ka wo Jane kaha kho gaye 

Sidhi raha chale the hum na Jane kaise kho Gaye..

Baat lete the Jinse hum gham ki 2 baat wo pass Hokar bhi door Ho Gaye...

Ye kaisi uljan he iss rah ki, na Chahte huve bhi hum majboor Ho Gaye..

Pass Hokar hum sabse bhi, us ehsas bhi door ho Gaye

Byan karna tha Jin lafzo ko, unhe likhne pe majboor Ho Gaye...

Bade ban ki iss chah main, iss rahh se hum door Ho Gaye...

Ansu chupa kar apne dil main apne, apne muskurane ko majboor Ho Gaye...

Behind the door

"One more"
i exclaimed loudly in my mind detaching another paper from my notepad.
it was fifth time when the thing i wrote something but tore it in to pieces, it was the tired mind or lousy feeling that was stopping the lines i want to plot on the piece of paper, i had no idea in my mind.

Research says "Every engineer turns in to a philosopher after 11 p.m " and just like the attractive offers these days, this line too come with a tag " *Conditions Apply "
To give a "Hence proved" symbol to this research i took my notepad and a mighty pen to start plotting the field on the paper but it turned out to be making a record of who many papers one can tore in to pieces in one day.


And When i was just about to give a another try, my colorful room took away the colors from  my eyes painting the dark black color in my eyes,
No i didn't became blind but it's just the lights went off, Leaving behind the darkness around me but all i could see was the door of my room with it's glowing borders divulging lights have gone just around here, as soon as i triggered the light in my phone to kill the darkness in my room, it simultaneously triggered the questions in my mind.



Where am i?
Is this the door that we all look for ?
Is this the darkness we all live in ?

Answers are just behind that door, but the path to the door is full of darkness blocking your way to reach that door, holding you back, planting some more doubts in your mind, All you need to trigger that light inside your soul to kill the blocks on your way, to fill the colors in that black picture again, to reach to the door to light.
Sooner or later everybody conquers the darkness around them and enters the door of light knowing the answers to the questions growing in their mind, till then keep triggering the light on your path to the door.



Well I am still on my way to unlock the mystery that why the lights went off in my room only,
Wait did i just gave the "Hence Proved" tag i mentioned above ?

Question mark

Paheli he iss raat main
jo samaj ke tum nahi samajte...

Raat ko hi nind kyu aaye
jo samaj ke bhi tum nahi samajte...

Der se kyu aayi wo, 
wo jaldi se nahi samajte...


Main samaj samaj ke thak gaya, 
fir bhi aye nahi tum kya samajte...

Saral si iss baat ko,
uljaye bina tum nahi samajte...


Ek paheli se nikle dusri, 
ye baat meri tum nahi samajte...


Raat ke kai raaz he, 
jo raaz samaj ke nahi samajte...


Iss jaan sake na koi, 
wo raaz tum nahi samajte...


Raaz se ye ek khula, 
jo abhi bhi aap nahi samjate...


Nind aayi raat ko, 
ye baat fir bhi aap nahi samajte..

Routine

Nind ko bhaga kar hum roz yu jagte he...
Kabhi socha nahi, na jane kis se bhagte he..

Hath ye jod kar, ek deep hum jalate he...
Kahi pochne ki hum, icha unhe batate he...

Fir unke bharose beth kar, aram se beth jaate he....
Mehnat ka naara lag ke, Alas hum kar jaate he...

Fikar nahi karni jahan, wahan fikar hum dekhate he...
Sikhna he khudko, wo dusrk ko sikhate he...

Vyarth nahi ye baat, jo baade log batate he...
Sayam se jo sram kare, wo siddh purus khelate he...

Iss aant ki survat main, ek baat hum batate he...
Hata de un vicharo ko, jo har dum tujhe satate he....
Dhiraj hi wo chabi he, jis se taale wo khul jate he...

To Time

I know you run, 
I know you fly
Whatever the reasons
you made the people cry.

I know you fast
I know you ride
Don't you see they
Whole heartedly tried.

I know you pass
I know you heel
Do you even know
What all those pain feel?

I know you change
I know you great
Do you even know
What all those people awaits?

I know you calm
I know you speak
But where have you been
When they went weak??

I know you kind
I know you fine
But why do you take?
When they say it's mine.

I know you give
I know you forgive
But do you know 
How did this people live?

I know you strong
I know you spin
But remember you won't be
the one who will always win.

The Statue

Pathar se iss tukde ko, auzar se apne tarashta hu...
Sabd samuh se apne, kuch sabdo ko hatata hu....

Uss pathar main chupe uss chehre ko main sabdo se dekhata hu...

Khoobsurti uss chehre ki kuch aise nikhar ke aayi..
Jaise andhre ko bhagate huvi wo suraj ki keeran aayi...

Dekh ke uss suraat ko kuch umeede dil ne jagayi...
Jaise pathar ki uss muharat main jaan ko kisine jagayi...

Iss dekhte hi yuhi, mere dil ne awaz lagayi....
Ye muhrahat he uss bhagwan ki jisne
Ruh he teri jagayi....

Yeh sunkar hi toh humne, maan ki guthi suljayi...
Ye panktiya jo likha thi mene, wo usi ne mujse likhvayi...

I wish

There are always certain things or pictures you see or listen will affect your state of mind, the things that will inject your mind with the series of thoughts and you will wander  why can't you do something? why are so help less ? and you just badly wish that "Kash kash main kuch kar sakta "

On my way to office, i saw many people struggling for the basic needs of life more then you and the other people who are reading this, i don't like posting on face book or updating a what's app status saying feeling sad, neither am i posting the link of this blog anywhere.

These few lines i would like to write this post to express what i felt :


Inn pyari si galliyon se chal raha tha main...
Kuch an kahi wo khwahise jata raha tha main...
Kash behte unn ansuyo ko muskrahat me badal sakta...
Khali pade unn bartano ko anaj ki boriyo se bhar sakta...
Kash mere bachpan ke kuch lamhe unn bacho main baat sakta...
Unke maa-baap ki ankho main wo ronak main jaga sakta...
Kash kuch gyan iss sansar ka unn logo ko sikha sakta...
Unke dukho ko mitna ka rasta unhe dekha sakta....

Majboori aur lachari ki bediyo main bandha hoon..
Kash meri kalam se unme umeed ki roshni jaga sakta....